So I've been bringing the same pudding cup to lunch for the past couple of days and it never ends up eaten. It just sits on the bottom of my lunch bag all forlorn and stares up at me guiltily. It's rolled around in my bag so often now that the dark chocolate portion and the light chocolate portion has mixed up into this marble-colored mixture. This happened with a piece of cheese I brought to lunch a couple weeks ago too. I'd always get to it last and was always too full to eat it. So I'd bring it to class the next day and the whole thing would repeat itself. It always bothered me, how I could never finish that piece of cheese so I finally ate it. I think it's my whole upbringing where we have to eat everything on our plate - you know, not be wasteful, that whole bit.
Anyways. There is a point to all of this I promise. Basically because I eat more than I should, I have become more loose and jiggly than I should be or am used to. I noticed the difference during my negotiations competition today when I put on my suit set and the pants that previously fit fine felt most definitely too snug - I sat through that entire 45 minute period contemplating the most unobtrusive way to pick my wedgie that was quickly developing and threatening to cut off circulation to my leg.
- ahem -
So Yes. I think I'm going to start weight training next week. That or stop eating. But since the latter is a prerequisite (or a requirement) for anorexia, that probably isn't the best of ideas.
Anyways. There is a point to all of this I promise. Basically because I eat more than I should, I have become more loose and jiggly than I should be or am used to. I noticed the difference during my negotiations competition today when I put on my suit set and the pants that previously fit fine felt most definitely too snug - I sat through that entire 45 minute period contemplating the most unobtrusive way to pick my wedgie that was quickly developing and threatening to cut off circulation to my leg.
- ahem -
So Yes. I think I'm going to start weight training next week. That or stop eating. But since the latter is a prerequisite (or a requirement) for anorexia, that probably isn't the best of ideas.
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sleepy
Current Music: Daft Punk - Digital Love
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